"It began over her knee, her hand met my rump in rhythm with the music that filled the air, I felt like a plane trying to take off, the moment I would let loose, a thought brought me back to the ground, uncertain of how I was supposed to feel, I continued allowing my mind to roam, her hands continue their rhythmic dance upon my bare flesh, I zone to a happy moment of laughter, I share my reason as to why I am a laughing goofball, but still not sure if it’s the honest reason, because something is beginning to take hold of me and I’m losing control.
10 minutes or so pass, she’s still going strong with her hand spanking, her vibes are so strong, there’s passion with every delivered smack, I feel the safest I’ve ever felt in that moment, it scared me, but I have craved this feeling, but I can’t allow my control to slip, I begin to sweat and become aware of surroundings, so I suggest I remove myself from her lap, because I rather not sweat on people, she chuckles and helps me up off her lap I find myself quite light headed more so than other sessions, I play it off as I lay over the bench seat, with a bear in my hand, a pacifier in my mouth and a pillow under my head, this position is quite comfortable, she takes no time with using her first implement which I believe was a leather strap, once again keeping with the rhythm she lands the first smack, my ears instantly begin to ring as my head fills with colors, of all kinds, majestic colors, so vivid and clear, I couldn’t even believe the beauty I saw, the room is now quiet to me, I hear absolutely nothing, I know I haven’t gone deaf, so I don’t panic, I come to realization that I am trusting her totally with my spanking, I don’t care when the next smack lands, where or how, she’s in control and doing a damn great job.
Me and the stuffed bear begin to have conversation without words, I feel so carefree in this moment, the music has come back, and the spanking with the strap is going strong, but damn I feel trippy as shit, I giggle with the bear, and enjoy the moment that I don’t have a thing to think about, my brain is clear, holy crap! So surreal!
I feel another implement being used and the only way I know this is because it’s chilly on the first landing, I zone out on music and listen to all the love the leather implement has for me, her strokes are so solid, not one slip, her aim is perfect, I happen to catch a glance at her, she is totally vibing and zoning she’s enjoying it, she’s so beautiful, she continues and I space back out.
I see stars, not quite galaxy type, but stars, clouds, and beautiful blue skies.
I’m in total awe of what’s happening right now, I feel like I’m in a rocket ship blasting off to never come back down, and I am totally okay with that.
The trip I am taking is simply marvelous and I’m so honored to be on it, in thoughts, I see a vase shatter, and water pools onto the clouds, only to find my actual self crying and the shattered vase symbolizes my walls and control, I continue to cry and let it out, I finally hear her speak, her voice is soothing, clear and firm, she simply says “Good girl, let it out”. In that moment I knew I was truly in a safe place.
My mind went totally blank, I see nothing, I hear nothing, everything is still, except for her of course, I feel no fear, I feel no pain, I am just existing in this moment. I feel myself raising my rear to meet the leather implement, who the hell is this person, no stop are you crazy, abort mission, is what my brain is thinking, but my body simply says, shaddup and enjoy this moment of peace.
I began to laugh and laugh, nothing was funny, but all the colors came back, there was a rainbow, and total sunshine, and in that moment I was happy, I laughed until I literally passed out, I wobbly plopped next to her after a while, and found myself waking up on her couch, I thought I was at my house which made me totally sad, but when I looked up she was standing in the doorway, my heart leaped and did flips.
She blew my mind, and gave me the ultimate MindGasm!
Thank you Miss Chris for a phenomenal session!"